in your face

I'm so disappointed about what I found out a while ago. My schedule does not fit with my friends' and what's worse is that we don't have the same breaks. I feel so sad and I realized, you don't know what you have until its gone. Like the opportunity to hang out with really awesome people that I came to love for about 3 years. I used to take our time for granted like our classes and break times would last forever. But I know this time has to come. A time to build new relationships, a time to step out of my comfort zone, but never breaking the strong ties I made in the past. If I could drag them with me to the path that I'm willing to take, I surely will. But that would be very selfish of me. We have different plans but we have the same goal, that is, to be who we want to be, and to achieve that, we have to make sacrifices. Sacrifices that, I know, would be tough but would pay off in the end.

I hope I made the right decision.

On the lighter side, I hate myself because I smile more often and I find silly reasons just to pass by his area but I know it's stupid just cause... He's old, for Pete's sake! Like as old as my sister (hint: late 20's). Sheesh man, this will pass and no one will ever know about it, but let me amuse myself first before I take on the world.